Torn By My Feelings and The Truth

Scripture:  John 14:6 - Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.

I am torn by my feelings and The Truth
Each provides an answer on how and what to do

I am guilty of being more intrigued by my five senses
The results are quicker with pleasing and selfish incentives

Rather than pray and discern to reach a divine consensus
I’ve chosen the temporary pleasure with eventual consequences

My feelings are more relatable and comfortable
They appear more rewarding, reachable, and suitable

So, in consideration of life choices, dilemmas, and relationships
I’m torn by my feelings and The Truth for my best interest

My feelings echo and respond based on what my mind perceives
Often, out of sync with The Truth, causing myself to be deceived

My truth, others truth, and worldly truth, doesn’t equate to The Truth
The differences are rectified and justified through biblical proof

God is God, and He is our standard and model
Feelings are meant to be felt, not always followed

After all, feelings change, and they are imperfect
They arise all day, but shouldn’t be the final verdict

The Truth is truer than anything I feel
The Truth is truer than any diagnosis revealed

The Truth is truer than any challenge I face
The Truth is truer than any experiences taken place

The Truth redirects and looks beyond physical attractions
The Truth tests the spirit of others to reveal possible distractions

The Truth exposes evildoers
The Truth will dismiss attacks of slander, backbiters, and rumors

The Truth is unusual and unnatural, while making little sense
The Truth requires prayer, faith, dependency, and patience

Therefore, no longer am I torn by my feelings and The Truth
I am choosing Jesus, and what He says in John 14:6 is the proof

Prayer:  I can’t afford to let down my guard. More importantly, I can’t afford to let down my GOD. Lord, give me discernment to manage my ways. My feelings always rise to the surface to distract me. Even when the Bible is in front of me. Even in my closet prayers. Even when I am in church. My feelings attempt to take precedent of my mind and heart. Redirect me from what’s harmful and consume me with Your Truth. Lord, I have done it my way on countless occasions. Surely, during those moments my feelings got me. But God! You always provide a way out. In fact, seeking You first will preserve my ways. Give me the strength Father to turn away and rely on The Truth. I ask this in the name of Jesus. Amen!

(by Glenny Z. Moore)